The Three Rules I Play

In our house I play 3 rules; daughter,mother and provider. It was never easy playing this rules at the same time especially when situation calls that I have to choose which come first in this rules. Good thing that life has already experiences that help me play this rules with much needed strength and confidence. There have been many times Ive fallen without anyone who catches me, picked me and comforted me.

As a daughter, it was never easy catching up with a 52 year old single-maiden-mom. Since I was a child Ive always wish my mom and I bond like the Gilmore Girls do but sad to say we never did. Though I still believe that its never to late for everything. I just need to arranged my life now because I feel that as long as long as I'm not stable and living in comfort we wont be closer. My mom never got married or never ever had any serious relationship (haven't seen some guy visiting her everyday so maybe none!) again as I grow up. I don't know why but I think its one of the major issue why she constantly got some mood swings and just got mad at times over small problems or things. Ive been trying hard to understand her by doing everything to provide her the comforts of living but it still not enough. And sometimes it would reach to the point that I have to just let her be, if she is mad then that's it! Because I don't just play as her daughter all the time, I still have 2 rules to that needs me too.


As a mother, Being a single mom is never easy because you will need to play 2 rules; a mother and a father to my son. Oh! I should have said 4 rules... (chuckle) Anyways, raising a child is crucial since what you teach and what he learn came from how you raise him to be. And now my major problem is a father-figure for my son since there is only mom and I in the house he tends to imitates some feminine ways. I'm really hoping to remedy it and right now confused as to how I will do that... I don't want to just grab some guys because its not going to be a good idea having relationship just for a sake of necessity.



As a provider, well this is really tough. Its never easy earning money. It has been a major factor in living specially now that prices of commodities increased. Food, shelter, current and water bills, clothing and etc... I need to provide this for my family.

10 Things I Hate About You

I really love the movie "10 Things I Hate About You". I never grow tired watching this movie over and over again. I also love the part when Julia Stiles read her poem. So here I want to share that part as well as the copy of the poem. I hope you will enjoy it!

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all.

Pre-Valentines Night Out with Friends

It’s Friday Night and everyone is in the mood for fun. First we spent our dinner at Mandarin Tea Garden with my former workmates. After dinner, some of us went home while the others went at Dad’s for a sing along. We had fun singing our heart out until the rest of the gang arrived and together we drink, dance and sing. But it never ended there, our next stop was in Pulse where some of us got already drunk but still we managed to dance.. dance.. and dance. It was really a fun night to remember. And even if I don’t have any dates on the 14th of February, I treasure that night I spent with real friends and have real good laugh. ;)

Weekend Adventure Trekking With CDOBloggers

I supposed to relate the Mapawa adventure puntos per puntos, every second of the event which took place last Sunday, 7th of February this year with fellow CDObloggers. Yet, it seems that the muscle pain really got me and thus decided to post pictures instead. Besides, pictures can paint better stories than words.. whoa! Lusot! Enjoy...

The faces before bumpy trekking and the prayer lead by Goma...

And off we go walk... crawl... jump... climb...

After Janlac's dive at the stones.... (lols)

Pose before leaving the falls...

Rest... rest... rest...

Climb... climb... climb...

Walk... walk... walk...

And just when we thought we're almost home...

...we discovered we we're not half way done yet.

After long hours of walk 'again' we no longer took photos when we reached the city, its already dark and everyone are dead tired.

My Daily Love Horoscope

I was thankful to read my daily horoscope in Facebook today. I never really believe in it but I like reading what it says. Although, I do admit that sometimes what it says help me when I got discourage, confuse or think negatively on things (coz it sometimes give positive outlook). So here goes my love horoscope;

You are needing a little space and personal distance Libra, and this will play a part in your love affairs today. If you are attached, you may feel a little out of sorts with your partner, but this is more an issue with you than it is with them. If you take some time to withdraw or retreat on your own, you can use the time to reflect on the bigger issues in your relationship. This may lead to a break or a new start in love, but whatever decision you arrive at today will give you the inner peace you have been looking for. Single? The situation you have been stressing about has consumed too much energy with too little progress. It may be time for you to move on and get the fresh start you need.

This was so funny because what it says there really connected to what I feel now and confuse at. And I must admit its the best advice I should do. This situation has been stressing me a lot aside from work. Hopefully I get over this and yeah follow the advice from my love horoscope.